show me your god
when you look into the mirror, are you even there?
tamaki shoto a xaela aura assassin who's life mission is revenge & murder. If he's home, I've got a message for the man above. Here am I, take me to the pearly gates
. .
. . . the perfect legend.
crystal - couerl - pst | circa. est 2020
a deep dive into into tamaki's back story & current events of his life.
motto To be proud neither of myself nor othersβ¦ I chose that path, donβt I?
Let me take you back to when I was killed and born again ... Woke up in the light convinced my life had made it to its end. Burning up beneath the sun while my father drained of blood. If he's there, I've got a message for the man that's up above, fuck you. If he's home, I've got a message from below. Getting out is not enough if nobody else can come.
tama/tamaki | he/him(ic) | 28
activity β rp β erp
accepting gpose collabs with mutuals only, rp friendships.
guidelines ,
anything it takes to feel alive.
law one ,
i feel like i can loosen my lips.
hi there
thanks for coming to take a peek at my carrd! irl; i'm 21+, happily married & enjoying being a semi casual player in ffxiv. tamaki was made as a joke one day & ended up becoming my main. (my little himbo boy β‘) i hope you enjoy him as much as i do. let's be friends!
discord - spookysushi_
law two ,
simple & it goes like this.
basic rules for myself;
i do not tolerate bullying or random drama, we are all just playing pixels at the end of the day. i do not mix tamaki with myself. tamaki is his own person as am i. there are parts of tamaki that are me, but the two are not the same. if you cannot accept even that, then we cannot be associated. respect me as i will respect you. β‘
law three ,
i'm in love with you.
fun facts about me
i am a female, i prefer being called tama or tamaki unless we are close. i really enjoy animes, lets chat about it. my number one spotify artist is jungkook, do what you will with that. most people online haven't heard my voice :') i'm an extremely causal player but i enjoy ultimate fights, (3/3 at the moment) but am too scared to do savages. β‘
law four ,
head, cars & bending.
basic rules for tamaki;
he is open to nsfw/sfw gpose collabs. he is open for rp friendships/enemies but nothing romantic at this time. that also goes for erp, out of respect for my irl partner, tamaki is a good boy in that sense :') will not interact with minors or lalafells seeking erp.
disclaimer
i feel like i really need to say this, but just because i have friends & we take nsfw gposes, doesn't mean i'm dating them.
it's just for fun. (ain't nothing wrong with kissing the homies goodnight. but really i love my irl partner a lot, don't make it werid.)
β‘
relations ,
leave the mark on my neck.
β‘ toya shoto | brother/enemy
β‘ nikumi akuma | mentee/friend
β mature themes ahead
β including; sex, violence, murder.
β if any of these cause triggers, please stop here.
disclaimer ,
fate discovered us once again.
"Consumed, I feel the rage growing inside me. A fear I cannot contain. At war with an enemy who does not rest, who will never relent. This city, these lifeless catacombs. Our tombs they have become. Buried alive at birth. Never to return, to return"
character ,
here am i, take me to the pearly gates.
name tamaki shoto
aliases tama, the black storm
age 28
dob 15th sun of the 5th astral moon
pronouns he/him
gender male
orientation straight
race xaela aura
status assassin
location ishgard
place of origin azim steppe
personality
Tamaki possesses a complex personality, blending his warrior spirit with his flirtatious nature. As a fierce warrior, he is disciplined, determined, and unyielding in the face of adversity. His combat skills are honed to perfection, and he fearlessly charges into battle, driven by a deep sense of honor and loyalty. However, outside of combat, Tamaki's flirtatious side takes center stage. He is charismatic, charming, and enjoys the attention he receives from others. While his womanizing tendencies may garner mixed reactions, underneath it all, Tamaki is a caring individual who values his friends and companions. He maintains a strong sense of loyalty to those he deems worthy and is willing to go to great lengths to protect and support them. Despite his confident exterior, Tamaki harbors a deep longing for connection and family, driving him to seek answers about his lineage.
height 7'3
weight 220
build mesomorph
skin pale olive
hair color dark brown with silver
hair style messy
eye color silver
UNIQUE FEATURES
tamaki has black, xaela scales of which some are grey in color due to the years of battle. the tattoos inked upon his skin appear like a piece of art depicting the ocean that tamaki hopes to visit one day
alignment chaotic neutral
likes women. sex. killing. war.
dislikes liars. cheats. losing.
positives protector. versatile. taking initiative. skilled warrior.
negatives over-protective. perfectionist. analytical.
hobbies gambling, singing & drinking.
fun fact
tamaki is quick to learn any new skill he puts his mind to, though he likes to keep things simple if he can. Adapting to his enemies skills, Tamaki is quick on his feet
when in combat. He is socially aware & can read about anyone in the room, so good luck trying to fool him.
ability
reaper/ninja hybrid
ability
charmer
ability
stealth
ability
has a voidsent
ability
really good at gambling?
STATS | RATING |
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strength | β β β β β β β β β β |
tenacity | β β β β β β β β ββ |
stamina | β β β β β β β β β β |
intelligence | β β β β β β β βββ |
dexterity | β β β β β β β β β β |
perception | β β β β β β β β β β |
creativity | β β β β β βββββ |
charisma | β β β β β β β β β β |
social skills | β β β β β β β βββ |
empathy | β βββββββββ |
confidence | β β β β β β β β β β |
show me your god
I am the boy who cried wolf, So when you find me I'll be rotted out. I'll be the king without a crown, I'll be the fool, The fool who you could live without. Show me your god, Does he come with a clip? Are his teeth made of steel? Is there death in his grip?
story ,
take a picture, it'll last longer.
Past Tamaki Shoto was born into a proud and ancient clan, residing in the harsh and unforgiving lands of the Azim Steppe. From an early age, it was clear that Tamaki possessed a rare and formidable talent for combat. He was given the nickname "Black Storm". His skill with a blade and his natural affinity for the draconic arts made him a force to be reckoned with, even among his fellow clan members.Life in the Azim Steppe was never easy, and Tamaki's clan faced constant threats from rival tribes and roaming beasts. Tamaki's father, a renowned warrior, taught him the ways of combat, passing down the traditions and techniques of their people. Tamaki eagerly absorbed these teachings and became a fierce and determined warrior, dedicated to protecting his clan and the Steppe's way of life.However, tragedy struck when a devastating conflict erupted in the Azim Steppe, pitting tribe against tribe in a bloody struggle for power. Tamaki's clan was caught in the crossfire, and despite their best efforts, they were decimated, leaving Tamaki as the sole survivor. Believing himself to be the last of his people, he was consumed by grief and a burning desire for revenge against those who had taken everything from him.With a need to channel his skills, Tamaki journeyed to the city-state of Ishgard, known for its participation in the Dragonsong War. He sought to join the ranks of the elite warriors fighting against the dragons, hoping that his combat prowess would be put to good use in this ancient conflict. In Ishgard, Tamaki found himself immersed in a society vastly different from his own. The culture, customs, and people were unfamiliar, but he adapted quickly. His exotic appearance and undeniable charm earned him attention wherever he went, and he soon gained a reputation as a flirtatious womanizer. While his antics often earned him disapproving glances, his skill with a blade and unwavering dedication to his comrades allowed him to earn their respect. The war-torn city welcomed him, and he quickly earned a reputation as a formidable fighter, feared and respected by his peers.
Present However, as time went on, Tamaki found himself growing restless. The honor and duty of the Dragonsong War started to lose its luster, and he sought new thrills beyond the battlefield. It was during this period that he was approached by a clandestine organization that offered him a different pathβone of shadows and secrecy. The Shadows of Ishgard, skilled assassins who operated in the shadows, striking fear into their enemies. The allure of becoming an assassin, utilizing his skills for covert operations and high-stakes missions, enticed him greatly. Intrigued by the prospect of a new purpose and the opportunity to channel his skills, Tamaki accepted the offer, leaving behind the honored life he built during the war.Under the tutelage of the Shadows, Tamaki honed his already formidable combat abilities, mastering the arts of stealth, subterfuge, and assassination. He embraced the life of an assassin, relishing in the thrill of the hunt and the calculated precision required to eliminate his targets. Tamaki quickly gained a reputation for his efficiency, ruthlessness, and unwavering determination to complete any mission assigned to him.Outside of his work, Tamaki's charismatic nature and good looks earned him the reputation with woman. He enjoyed the company of others, often using his charm to gain information or manipulate those around him. However, beneath his suave exterior, Tamaki carried the weight of his tragic past, haunted by the memories of his lost clan and seeking solace in the heat of battle.
Now, as Tamaki, the last known surviving member of his clan, walks the path of vengeance and discovery, he strives to find his true purpose. Driven by his fierce warrior spirit and a longing to reclaim his heritage, Tamaki's journey takes him across Eorzea, where he must navigate political intrigue, treacherous alliances, and dangerous adversaries. Along the way, he will face not only physical challenges but also the inner demons that threaten to consume him, ultimately forging a new destiny that goes beyond his life as an assassin.
mood-board,
let it shallow me whole.
β womanizer
β terrible cook
β Assassin
β revenge
β protector
β life of the party
gallery ,
they prayin' for the death of a rockstar.
i miss the way you say my name. The way you bend, the way you break. Your makeup running down your face. The way you touch, the way you taste. When the curtains call the time, Will we both go home alive? It wasn't hard to realize. Love's the death of peace of mind.
art gallery ,
please don't change.
credits ,
are you thinking about us?
many thanks *
thank you to isaworks on ko-fi for making this amazing carrd. all artwork was commissioned & bought by myself, please do not steal or repost. gposes were taken by myself or friends, do not steal or repost.